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angin malam berhembus menusuk jantungku,(eh angin terus yah..) aku terbayang setiap kenangan indah bertahun yang silam. ah senyuman ku merekah namun hatiku berduka mengingat semua kenangan itu hanyalah cerita masalalu yang tak dapat terulang kembali. huuu.. kenapa jadi bahas masalalu yah?hehe mungkinkah ada sesuatu yang mengingatkanku pada indahnya masa - masa itu? oh mungkin ia.. tapi aku bukan lagi anak remaja labil yang dulu dikenal orang sekitarku, aku yang sekarang adalah seorang lelaki dewasa yang stabil secara emosional dan dapat dipercaya. tidak akan lagi aku membiarkan masalalu datang mengguncang diriku. bukankah sekarang aku menikmati masa dan suasana yang ada? tengoklah gemerlapnya lampu warna-warni di kejauhan sana, walau aku baru sebentar saja berada disini tapi terasa seperti di rumah sendiri. suasana yang ada membantuku pulih dari trauma masa lalu yang tak ingin ku ingat lagi, suasana yang ada membantuku belajar lebih matang tentang menerima masa lalu dan merajut masa de...

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have you ever stayed at the dorm before? do you know that in the boarding school, we have a lot of rules that we have to follow. nobody says that living in the boarding school is easy, no body. I write this while sleeping in the dorm bedroom read the dorm's rules. I was a senior high school's student when I went to the boarding school, that's not easy at the very first time but then I get used to it. l love to follow the rules, some of my routine is making to do list and some schedule to be followed. some people don't like to follow the rules, that is the reason why it is hard to stay in the dorm, people wants to be free all the time. here is the story of people who doesn't like to follow the rules, they're Israel people. Papa God give some rules for them, even God give the Torah for them to give them rules but still they're disobedience people. then, years after the old Testament God sent Jesus to become the example how we have to do in our life, He is t...

Gift

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semilir angin sepoi-sepoi di pagi hari menyejukan hati yang sedang gundah memikirkan nasib di masa depan sambil menyeruput secangkir kopi hitam yang pahit, eits. tidak punya bakat dalam berpuisi dan merangkai kata-kata indah nan puitis. tapi benar adanya, angin di pagi ini sangat sejuk rasanya, dengan kopi hitam saya bersantai di bawah kaki gunung Cyclop Sentani sambil memikirkan hal - hal luar biasa yang akan Tuhan berikan dan yang telah diberikan-Nya. ada beberapa hal belakangan yang menambah takjub akan kebesaran dan kemurahan Allah, dalam tahun ini saya mendapat hadiah luar biasa dari Tuhan yang sangat luar biasa. sesuai dengan judul diatas, apa yang saya terima adalah gift atau hadiah. dari kecil juga sudah di kasih banyak dari Tuhan, tapi disini saya hanya akan menuliskan beberapa hal dari miliaran hadiah nan tak terhingga yang Tuhan berikan kepada saya mulai dari tahun 2022 lalu. 2022 merupakan awal dari tahun terbaik yang saya punya setelah banyak berkat dalam pencobaan yang...

PATTERNING TITIP

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The first time I heard about TITIP was when we had some friends in our foundation that were alumnae of TITIP, but at that time I haven't thought about being in TITIP to learn English. Time went on and on, in October 2023 I heard about the scholarship from the Central Papua government to go to TITIP for three months full time course. The story began when I saw the announcement in Facebook and WhatsApp, I copied the link and just applied. after few days of waiting I got phone call that told me about the offline test in Nabire would be held a day after the phone call. I came to the place we had the test early that morning. the test started at 9 AM with TOEFL test and end with an interview at 3 - 5 PM. they told us to wait for the phone call from them weather we are accepted nor not. after a week of waiting I thought I wouldn't got the scholarship so i just do what I do and not prepared for that. on 26 of November about midnight I got a text from TITIP staff, not to tell me that...

English and Me

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Grade three of elementary school was the first time I learnt English and falling love with this course. If you love something, you cannot just say it you must do something about it, that’s what I did in my younger age when I felt that I was not doing anything to master this English course. I thought I can master it without spending time learning. I was wrong. Time went on and on. I graduated from elementary school, then went to middle school. It was getting worse when my family moved to our village Waropen. Our school hadn’t many teachers for subjects like chemistry, computer and English so it was hard to learn and upgrade our knowledge and skill about some of those courses. We had an English teacher in our last year, but that was not so helpful to have had this teacher. Then we graduated without mastering many of lesson that we needed to know. I went to one of the good schools in Jayapura when I went to high school. In this place, we had all the teachers and the facilities we ne...